{"id":4427,"date":"2019-04-11T22:57:35","date_gmt":"2019-04-11T17:57:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/rubin.az\/?p=4427"},"modified":"2019-04-11T22:57:35","modified_gmt":"2019-04-11T17:57:35","slug":"s%c9%99nd%c9%99n-uzr-ist%c9%99yirik-elina-q%c9%99nir%c9%99-pasayeva-yazdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/?p=4427","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0131k Elina!&#8221;-Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayeva yazd\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"content\">\n<p><strong>Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr Elinan\u0131n faci\u0259li \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn sars\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259y\u0259m. Duy\u011fumu, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259mi fikr\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrm\u0259k, onlar\u0131 yazmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sanki s\u00f6zl\u0259r d\u0259 yet\u0259rli deyil\u2026 amma ham\u0131m\u0131za deyil\u0259c\u0259k \u0259n t\u0259sirli s\u00f6z\u00fc Elina \u00f6z\u00fc intihardan \u00f6nc\u0259 yaz\u0131b. Bu, \u0259slind\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131za qar\u015f\u0131 bir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n, yenitem\u0259 bir q\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259r sistemind\u0259ki hans\u0131sa \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259can siqanl\u0131d\u0131r. Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259r f\u0259rdd\u0259n-f\u0259rd\u0259, ail\u0259daxili, m\u0259kt\u0259bdaxili, h\u0259tta toplumdaxili olsa da, olay\u0131n mahiyy\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015fmir: Elinan\u0131n faci\u0259li add\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ciddi m\u00fcnasib\u0259t t\u0259l\u0259b edir. \u2013 Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti m\u0259nc\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259lidir: d\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259rin, \u00fcf\u00fcqd\u0259n geni\u015f! Yoxsa\u2026 \u201cYoxsa\u201ds\u0131n\u0131 yazmaq deyil, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k bel\u0259 a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r\u2026\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u2026M\u0259ni sa\u011f olanda \u00e7ox ist\u0259y\u0259rdiniz. \u00d6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u0259ni ist\u0259m\u0259yiniz laz\u0131m deyil. M\u0259n siz\u0259 laz\u0131m deyildim, q\u0259brimin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yin\u201d. \u2013Bir u\u015fa\u011fa, bir yeniyetm\u0259y\u0259 bunu yazd\u0131ran a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 ham\u0131m\u0131z hiss etm\u0259liyik. G\u00fcnahkar axtarmaq, giley el\u0259m\u0259k asand\u0131r; \u0259n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tlisi odur ki, kims\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u201c\u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m, m\u0259n d\u0259 filan x\u0259taya yol verdim, Elinan\u0131n ruhundan \u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m!\u201d dem\u0259di. M\u0259nc\u0259, bax, budur \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259li oldu\u011fumuz \u0259sas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n biri. \u018fslind\u0259, sevgisizliyin, laqeyidliyin, bigan\u0259l\u0259yin, \u201cm\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 var?\u201d d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sinin artd\u0131\u011f\u0131 toplumda ham\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcnahkar\u0131q, \u0259zizl\u0259rim. \u2013 Birimiz az, birimiz \u00e7ox\u2026 Elinan\u0131n ail\u0259si d\u0259, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s ocaq dediyimiz m\u0259kt\u0259b d\u0259, m\u0259kt\u0259bin r\u0259hb\u0259ri, kollektivi d\u0259, yolda\u015flar\u0131na d\u0259st\u0259k olmaq ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n \u015fagirdl\u0259r d\u0259, biz ictimai fikri qidaland\u0131ran insanlar da\u2026 Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, ham\u0131m\u0131z!.. Bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox ciddi ara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130nan\u0131ram, T\u0259hsil Nazirliyi v\u0259 m\u00fcvafiq qurumlar m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni g\u0259r\u0259yinc\u0259 ara\u015fd\u0131racaq. Elinaya fiziki v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi t\u0259zyiq g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n o manyak ruhlu yeniyetm\u0259 kim olub, m\u00fctl\u0259q tap\u0131lmal\u0131, haqq etdiyi qanuni c\u0259zan\u0131 almal\u0131d\u0131r. Ail\u0259nin, Elinan\u0131n xalas\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259kt\u0259b r\u0259smil\u0259rin\u0259 Elina il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u00fcraci\u0259ti niy\u0259 cavabs\u0131z qal\u0131b v\u0259 ya niy\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kli t\u0259dbirl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u0259yib? &#8211; ham\u0131s\u0131 ciddi ara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r. Ail\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 psixoloji sars\u0131nt\u0131lar \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n Elinan\u0131n m\u0259kt\u0259bini d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, niy\u0259 ona \u201cyox\u201d cavab\u0131 verilib, m\u00fctl\u0259q ara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r. Bu i\u015fd\u0259 g\u00fcnahkarlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 ciddi c\u0259zalar\u0131n\u0131 almal\u0131d\u0131rlar. M\u0259kt\u0259b yolda\u015flar\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r duyars\u0131zl\u0131q ed\u0259n \u015fagirdl\u0259rin psixoloji (m\u0259n\u0259vi!) durumu il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 ciddi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclm\u0259li v\u0259 \u201cn\u0259 ba\u015f verir? &#8211; bunun g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi nec\u0259 ola bil\u0259r? \u2013 bu vahim durumu d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haradan ba\u015flamal\u0131, n\u0259 etm\u0259liyik?!\u201d suallar\u0131 \u0259traf\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb, t\u0259xir\u0259sal\u0131nmaz i\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 ba\u015flamal\u0131y\u0131q. Aile m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259 vur\u011fu yapmaq ist\u0259rdim: ail\u0259 de \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sor\u011fulamal\u0131d\u0131r: \u201cdaha n\u0259l\u0259ri ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdik?\u201d dey\u0259. Onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r bilirik ve bu a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck. G\u00fcnahkarlar birm\u0259nal\u0131 c\u0259zalanmal\u0131d\u0131r amma biz ham\u0131m\u0131z da ciddi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259liyik: bu sah\u0259y\u0259 cavabdeh qurumlar, ail\u0259l\u0259r, c\u0259miyy\u0259t, televiziyalar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Elina o m\u0259ktubu b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 yeni bir Elinan\u0131n o a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 ya\u015famamas\u0131, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu kimi intihara \u0259l ataraq, \u201cm\u0259ni sa\u011f olanda ist\u0259y\u0259rdiniz\u201d, \u201cm\u0259ni sa\u011f olanda dinl\u0259y\u0259rdiniz\u201d yazmamas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yazd\u0131. \u201cQ\u0259brimin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yin!\u201d yaz\u0131b. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, \u0259n az\u0131 \u00fczr ist\u0259m\u0259k c\u0259sar\u0259tini \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 tapmam\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131b bu t\u0259sirli s\u00f6zl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n<p>Elina, inan\u0131ram ki, g\u00fcnahkarlar m\u00fctl\u0259q c\u0259zalanacaq v\u0259 s\u0259nin o m\u0259ktubla biz\u0259 verdiyin mesaj\u0131 ham\u0131m\u0131z \u2013 ail\u0259l\u0259rimiz, m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rimiz, qurumlar\u0131m\u0131z, u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131z, g\u0259ncl\u0259rimiz, biz ham\u0131m\u0131z do\u011fru anlayacaq v\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259yik. Ke\u015fk\u0259 bunlar\u0131 s\u0259n intihar etm\u0259zd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 ed\u0259 bils\u0259ydik, ke\u015fk\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m, Elina!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayeva<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<picture><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m, Elina!..\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.yenisabah.az\/images\/2019\/4\/11\/858x573\/gdojzmakba8erhsozqgz.jpg\" alt=\"S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m, Elina!..\" \/><\/picture>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr Elinan\u0131n faci\u0259li \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn sars\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259y\u0259m. Duy\u011fumu, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259mi fikr\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrm\u0259k, onlar\u0131 yazmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sanki s\u00f6zl\u0259r d\u0259 yet\u0259rli<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4428,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[38],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4427","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kos-yazarlari"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4427","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4427"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4427\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4429,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4427\/revisions\/4429"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4428"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4427"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4427"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4427"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}