Biri var idi, biri yox idi il\u0259 ba\u015flayan na\u011f\u0131llar \u0259slind\u0259 h\u0259r zaman kiml\u0259rins\u0259 t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fcn uydurmas\u0131 olmur.<\/p>\n
Bu na\u011f\u0131llara qulaq asmaq n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r asan v\u0259 maraql\u0131d\u0131rsa, onlar\u0131 ya\u015famaq da bir o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tindir. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fcnya do\u011fulandan a\u011fl\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r na\u011f\u0131l kimi g\u0259lir. El\u0259 ki, a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131z k\u0259sir, h\u0259yat \u0259zizl\u0259rimizi bir-bir \u0259ll\u0259rimizin aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0259kib al\u0131r, o zaman b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n
B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259yib, u\u015faq qalmaq ist\u0259m\u0259k hissi d\u0259 burdan g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n
Siz\u0259 el\u0259 bir yerd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015facam ki, \u0259slind\u0259 fidanlarla dolu c\u0259nn\u0259t ola bil\u0259rdi \u0259g\u0259r d\u00fcnyada \u0259n do\u011fmalar\u0131 onlara \u00f6gey davran\u0131b bo\u011fazlar\u0131na dolanan sarma\u015f\u0131q kimi onlar\u0131 bo\u011fmasayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin onlar\u0131 sizin sevginiz\u0259, n\u0259vazi\u015finiz\u0259, qay\u011f\u0131n\u0131za n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ehtiyac\u0131 var. T\u0259k f\u0259rqimiz insan dadmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 duy\u011fular\u0131n yoxlu\u011funu da o q\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7d\u0259n izah ed\u0259 bilmir. Qaynar tavada \u00f6z vam\u0131nda qovrulursan sanki.<\/p>\n
Siz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u201ckims\u0259siz u\u015faqlar evi\u201d m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 fidanlarla dolu c\u0259nn\u0259t, m\u0259sumiyy\u0259t qoxan ba\u011f\u00e7a. Kiml\u0259r\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 yetim u\u015faqlar, m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 ana s\u00fcd\u00fc q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259miz k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Onlar\u0131 g\u00fcl \u00fczl\u0259rind\u0259ki k\u00f6lg\u0259li bax\u0131\u015flar, bal dodaqlar\u0131ndan, dill\u0259rind\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n ac\u0131 talel\u0259ri birl\u0259\u015fdirir. Bu tapmacan\u0131n cavab\u0131 is\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hesab edil\u0259n \u201cana\u201dlard\u0131r. H\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, Tanr\u0131 yer\u0259 milyonlarla q\u0259ddar ana v\u0259 ata g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259z.<\/p>\n
B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri eyni ana v\u0259 atan\u0131n u\u015faqlar\u0131d\u0131r. Yoxsa bu q\u0259d\u0259r yad u\u015faq o c\u0259nn\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 bir-birini do\u011fma bac\u0131-qarda\u015f kimi nec\u0259 sevir? B\u0259s ail\u0259l\u0259ri bu geni\u015f \u00fcr\u0259kli k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri hans\u0131 haqla sevm\u0259yib? H\u0259yat, bir bu q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259ddar, \u00f6gey olma.<\/p>\n
T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131 var. Siz \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin r\u0259ngli k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259n\u0259rk\u0259n o m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259bi bitmi\u015f bir q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259 a\u011f ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. He\u00e7 vaxt doyunca g\u0259z\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri.<\/p>\n
Siz \u00e7e\u015fid-\u00e7e\u015fid yem\u0259kl\u0259r aras\u0131ndan sevdiyiniz t\u0259amlar\u0131 se\u00e7ib doyunca yey\u0259rk\u0259n, onlar ki\u00e7ik bir bo\u015f qab\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 onlara bu g\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yem\u0259kl\u0259 kifay\u0259tl\u0259nirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Siz h\u0259r bayram t\u0259z\u0259 libaslar al\u0131b geyin\u0259rk\u0259n onlar m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli insanlar\u0131n onlara g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259yi bir d\u0259st paltarlar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
R\u0259ngini, d\u0259b\u0259 uy\u011funlu\u011funu, uzunlu\u011funu, q\u0131sal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n, sad\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259kli bir d\u0259st paltar. D\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259 c\u0259nn\u0259t g\u0259l\u0259n d\u00fcnya bir anda g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 qarald\u0131m\u0131 \u0259ziz oxucum? \u018fg\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 bir sanc\u0131 hiss etdins\u0259 bil ki, bu \u00f6gey d\u00fcnya \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n olan \u00e7ox az adam g\u0259zi\u015fir.<\/p>\n
T\u0259k bu bayram deyil, onlar h\u0259r bayram dil\u0259k dil\u0259yir. N\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n, n\u0259 ayaqqab\u0131, n\u0259 kukla, n\u0259 pul. O k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r h\u0259r bayram ana v\u0259 ata dil\u0259yir. Ana quca\u011f\u0131na, s\u00fcd qoxusuna h\u0259sr\u0259t b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n bu balacalar onlar\u0131 ziyar\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n insanlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda onlara \u201cq\u0131z\u0131m\u201d, \u201co\u011flum\u201d dey\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k insanlar g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n
Bir d\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259ki fidanlarla dolu c\u0259nn\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n birin\u0259 getmi\u015fdim. Orda u\u015faqlar\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimi iki c\u00fcml\u0259si il\u0259 param-par\u00e7a ed\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015fl\u0131 m\u0259l\u0259k vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Onlar\u0131n h\u0259r birini eyni q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox sevdiyimizi hiss etsinl\u0259r dey\u0259 150 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r birin\u0259 eyni \u015firniyyat, eyni oyuncaq alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Bayram \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259sind\u0259 dedik-g\u00fcld\u00fck, oynad\u0131q.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131q bizim onlarla vidala\u015fmaq vaxt\u0131m\u0131z yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f onlardan arala\u015f\u0131b m\u00fcdiriyy\u0259tl\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b getm\u0259liydik. El\u0259 bu an, yan\u0131ndan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hiss ed\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015fl\u0131 S\u0259ma qa\u00e7araq g\u0259lib \u0259lini ovcumda gizl\u0259tdi. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin doldu\u011funu hiss etdim. Yava\u015fca \u0259yilib \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6p\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dedikl\u0259ri bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r…<\/p>\n
\u201cHe\u00e7 d\u0259c\u0259llik etm\u0259s\u0259m, m\u0259nim anam olarsan?\u201d<\/p>\n
H\u0259min an ota\u011fa qulaq bat\u0131racaq d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 bir s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Dolan g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 arzular\u0131n\u0131n bo\u011fuldu\u011funu g\u00f6rs\u0259m d\u0259 ona cavab ver\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Sanki q\u0259lbind\u0259ki arzular\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 doldu.<\/p>\n
Ki\u00e7ik \u0259ll\u0259rini ovcumdan \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 damla-damla kirpikl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6zl\u0259rini ataraq intihar etdil\u0259r. D\u0259niz g\u00f6zl\u00fc S\u0259ma, \u00fcmid edir\u0259m \u015eaxta Baba bu il dilinin \u015firinliyi il\u0259 ondan ist\u0259diyin ana v\u0259 atan\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259r…<\/p>\n
Biz bir oyuncaqla bir saat oynay\u0131b k\u0259nara at\u0131r\u0131q, s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131r\u0131q. Onlar is\u0259 eyni oyuncaqla bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ay, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir il oynay\u0131rlar. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu yaz\u0131n\u0131 oxuyanlar aras\u0131nda \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 atan valideynl\u0259r d\u0259 olacaq. S\u00f6z\u00fcm siz\u0259dir o zaman, siz o u\u015faqlar\u0131 atm\u0131s\u0131z amma, o u\u015faqlar q\u0131r\u0131lan oyuncaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 atm\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n
T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin h\u0259r bayram ana-atan\u0131zla yeni fotolar\u0131n\u0131z evinizin divarlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n, onlar\u0131n bomboz, soyuq divarlar\u0131 bo\u015f qal\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki asma\u011fa \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259, i\u00e7in\u0259 qoyma\u011fa is\u0259 ail\u0259 fotolar\u0131 yoxdur. Onlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259ri r\u0259sml\u0259rd\u0259 \u00fcz cizgil\u0259ri olmur. Bir ba\u015f, iki qol, iki ayaq \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
O bo\u015flu\u011fa ya ana, ya da ata yaz\u0131b yast\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na qoyurlar. H\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259 baxanda \u201cg\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n anama ox\u015fay\u0131ram, yoxsa atama\u201d sual\u0131 onlar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini \u00fcz\u00fcb, beynini da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Onlar h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc qoynuna girib yata bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri insan\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259ti il\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b, bitirirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Gec\u0259 qorxu il\u0259 oyananda \u201cQorxma, m\u0259n yan\u0131ndayam\u201d dey\u0259n biril\u0259ri, x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259ri s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u015f ucunda yuxusuz oturan biril\u0259ri yoxdur. Do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 \u00f6nc\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259diyy\u0259 se\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r\u0131q, amma onlar b\u0259z\u0259n do\u011fum g\u00fcnl\u0259rini bel\u0259 s\u0259hv sal\u0131r. \u0130ll\u0259r bel\u0259c\u0259 ke\u00e7ir v\u0259 q\u0259rib \u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131 var. B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng q\u0131z v\u0259 ya yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 o\u011flan olursa, amma h\u0259yat\u0131nda d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n bir \u015fey yoxdur. \u00dcr\u0259yin h\u0259r ya\u015fda bir az daha b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr, i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 dolub-da\u015fan sevgini b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259r tapm\u0131rsan. \u00c7\u00fcnki, h\u0259r k\u0259s s\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6gey yana\u015f\u0131r. Art\u0131q yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u015eaxta Baban\u0131n bel\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 dil\u0259diyini denizli escort<\/a> g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00e7atmayaca\u011f\u0131na inanma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin, dil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259dikl\u0259ri bu hisl\u0259rl\u0259 ill\u0259r ke\u00e7ir v\u0259 o fidanlar\u0131n 10, 15, 20, 30 ya\u015flar\u0131 tamam olur. H\u0259yatda m\u00fcxt\u0259lif yerl\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7at\u0131rlar. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 at\u0131lan zaman ankara otele gelen escort<\/a> y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 ana-atalar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7irl\u0259r, amma f\u0259rqin\u0259 vara bilmirl\u0259r. \u00d6gey d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sonu is\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tinlikd\u0259n sonra quru bir m\u0259zar olacaq. \u00dcz\u0259rind\u0259 yen\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 onlar\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7-be\u015f h\u0259rfd\u0259n ibar\u0259t adlar\u0131.<\/p>\n Bu qoca d\u00fcnyada itirdikl\u0259rini tapa bilm\u0259d\u0259n ged\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n olmas\u0131nlar. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, o fidanlar b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259yib, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki arzular bir-bir intihar etm\u0259yib, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki sevgi il\u0259 kurtk\u00f6y rus escort<\/a> dolub-da\u015fan q\u0259lbl\u0259ri sizl\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259yir bayramlarda onlar\u0131n yan\u0131na gedin… Sevginizd\u0259n bir ovuc da onlara verin. Bayram\u0131n\u0131z m\u00fcbar\u0259k u\u015faq evl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259lbi sevgi il\u0259 dolub-da\u015fan balalar!<\/p>\n K\u00f6n\u00fcl C\u0259f\u0259rli<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Biri var idi, biri yox idi il\u0259 ba\u015flayan na\u011f\u0131llar \u0259slind\u0259 h\u0259r zaman kiml\u0259rins\u0259 t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fcn uydurmas\u0131 olmur. Bu na\u011f\u0131llara<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":304,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[38],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-303","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kos-yazarlari"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/303","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=303"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/303\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":37469,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/303\/revisions\/37469"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/304"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=303"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=303"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rubin.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=303"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}